hihi!!!

today,the malay guys in my class go and open my bag without my knowledge!den they go and see my photos!!argghh!!!if not, i wont even know anything about it sye!!!luckily sham told me about it!!lucky!!!!

then all the guys called me dis..."syaidah toot toot"....i dun even know what they actually mean...haiyyaa!!!only the guys know!!!

yeah!tomorrow i m going to woodlands!!!i mean woodlands stadium....i have sports day tomorrow!i m going with syafiqah,shikin,myra,fazli,sham,marcus,tamam and hadi...hehe!

lots of love,
syaidah
Blogged @ 11:46 AM
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hihi!

hm...today,i m getting better friending with him...hm...now i feel more and more missing him!hee!

yeah!i just love him...dont know why!haiz...

but 1 thing is very sure.......

I STILL LOVE HIM!

IM MISSING MY EX!

Syaidah
Blogged @ 11:25 AM
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ok..the meaning of that hindi word is...

hindi word: mera pyar katihum

english word: i love you

ok thats all...hee..XP
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hihi!

hmm...do u noe tt i doesnt mean to be like that towards u...?i just does not know how to express it...i juz cant sae it...i juz cant sae it to u nor write it at here...haiz...how i am going to say it?i juz cant...haiz..hmm....later maybe sometime its going to be out...hmm...later..just wait for a few moment....
just now,in the class...Sham said to me this,"Syaidah dah sombong seh..tk pe..aku ingat.aku ingat"
den i wanted to say this to him,"Don't blame me for being like this..and kalau nk ingat,ingat lah..saper kesah.."but i didnt say it because...

ok.ok.ok..now what i wanted to say to someone is going to be out..and i wanted the person to know about it...and that is...the person who say that i am becoming sombong...and what i wanted to say is that..."MERA PYAR KATIHUM!"[in hindi...find it yourself...or look forward for my new post...]

haiz...now..i think i've let out my feelings...haiz...duhh...i've let it out,by the way...how stupid is it?!haha!

ok...now i really want to let it out...I STILL LOVE YOU,SHAM!I STILL LOVE YOU,SHAM!!!!

ok...thats it!I M MISSING HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!

Syaidah
-its the fact!
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hi!

haiz...today i was soooooooo damn excited of coming back to school...but..today was an unlucky day for me!i got to school late for the 1st tiMe this year...den lucky got no punishment...hehe...heng ah!den my fwens thought that i dyed my hair red colour....but actually no...the last time i dyed my hair was in April,i guess so...and the colour isn't red...it was dark brown...hee...=D TODAY'S SCHOOL IS DAMN FUN!!!!!!!FUN!!but i dunnoe what it the reason that make it to be fun to me....hmm....maybe there's a reason about it...but cant tell...SECRET!
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hihi!

yesterday,i went out in the morning..at around 11 o'clock...den i took the bus to Orchard..den i walk-walk...den after that,i went to eat at KFC...u noe the new meal..the japanese chicken or wad lah..i oso dunnoe...hehee..=P
den after that,i went to buy sakae sushi!yumyum! hmm...yummy!!!delicious!ehehe!den after that,i went to the MRT station and took the MRT to Bedok...and hence,i went to bedok...hehe..how i wish that on the time,i saw him!i mean faris...hahaha!i went there to go to Siglap Centre with my mom's friend...at there have nothing much!haiz...not interesting place to go!
den after that i took bus to go to Tanjong Katong Complex...den my mom's friend and i dunnoe what bus to gtake to get there..so we took a look at the map there..den we board the bus no. 10...den the bus go to dunman rd...and that's not where i want to go...den we alight at dunman rd and walk futher down...den took a bus...but i cant remember wad number...den it stop at near the paya lebar mrt station..den we walk further down again...haiz...den at last we reach there...den my mom's friend search for clothes...den i was damn tired already...by the time its already around 4pm...den at around 6pm,we left the place...den took nmrt...den we do to orchard again as my mom's fwen wanted to buy a bag at this particular shop at the mrt station...den at around 7pm...we took bus no. 77 to go hame...den we reach at bukit batok at around 7.35pm...den we reach homje at around 8pm...den as soon as i reach home i am damn hungry!den i ate porridge...den change my bedsheet...den after that i wash off my nail polish...den i bath...den i ate porridge again....hehe!den after that at aournd 10.40pm...i went to sleep...not even 5 minutes i could not open my eyes already as i felt that it was too heavy for me...as i was damn tired...
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Hihihi...

hmm...today in the morning at around 8.30am....duhh...i dun have to write the AM...
I woke up and when to the toilet,to bathe of course!haha...den at around 9.15 I went out of the house,heading to the bus-stop...den took 307...den ent to the CCK Interchange...then i met shikin at there...then we went to school together...and for your information...i went to school with the sleepy mood!wakaka!yeah..I M A SLEEPY HEAD!wakaka!den i reach school around 10...hehe...our malay dance should end at 12...den last minute got full dress rehearsal...ouh...den we are being dismissed at 3pm!beforehand,i thought of going for maths supplementary..since there is a rehearsal,i did not attend for the supplementary class...haiz..so sad...i want to go for maths supplementary class seyy!!!ok lah..tts all..

~syaidah~
Blogged @ 5:34 PM
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HI!

Its been 1 month..
Wad 1 month,huh?
1 month after Syairul's breakup...Duhh...
Haiz...and now,all i hope for is to forget him ASAP and FOREVER!!

Den guess wad?!?!?
On 160607,I am feeling damn restless...dunnoe why...
Damn restless!!And I kept on thinking about him!
OH GOSH!I JUST CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM LARH!
HELP ME PLEASE!

I promise myself to treat you as my friend and nothing more!
I too promise myself to not remember my feelings for u last time!
And I really hope to forget that he had enter my life before!
I really want to have this stupid feeling of missing him deadly to get out of my mind and throw all that into the DUSTBIN!

Argghh!
I have been hurt enough by him...
And not going to be hurt more by him!
I have endure all the hurting stuffs that you did to me...
And now I want you to know that its enough and I cant endure it anymore!

AARRRGGHHH!!!
Why does I still have this stupid feeling of LOVE for you??!
Why is it so damn hard for me to forget you!?!
Why I just cant stop thinking of you??!!!

SOB2...
All I can say now is that I STILL LOVE YOU!
And hence,all this feeling is still in my heart!

I JUST THINK THAT I CANT FORGET YOU FOREVER!

~SYAIDAH~
[I STILL LOVE YOU!*SyaiRul*]
Blogged @ 2:09 PM
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Hii!!

YEaH!I'Ve Made ThE dECisIOn...I wAnt To ChaNge FoR ThE BEst!I wANt to ChanGe fOr my FweNs...N for EVerYONe!

YEaH!I ReaLLy Want To ChAnge foR my ownSeLF N fOr EvERyoNE!

I waNT tO chAngE!I WAnt to chaNGe n NOT TO THINK ABT GUYZZZZ!!!!

YEAH!I wILL TrY!I Will TRY!!!

SyAidAh
Blogged @ 4:12 AM
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yeah!yeah!
the computer is fine!
now i can update my blog again!
yeah!yeah!

but,unfortunately...
now,i m lazy to update my blog fer the moment...
haiz...

tts it fer now!
gtg!

¬syaidah¬
Blogged @ 9:40 AM
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Haiz...its been dunno how long..i have not update my blog juz because of my computer!aiiiyyyaa!its juz tt i cant log in to my blog!dunno why!yeah...not tt i forget my password or wad...but the place fer me to type my username n password is not werkin!AIIIAAAYYYYAAAA!!!so the!ok...now in order to update my blog i have to use other else computer!waaallllaaaaaaaaaannndddeeehhh!!!SO TROUBLESOME!!!

Haiz...btw...now i got to know tt athirah is not wif sham...haiz...she said tt she will always remamber her promise to me...i hope so tt she is goin to do as wad she said to me...haiz...

Now,i juz wan to forget Sham...I really want...haiz...He is a PLAYBOY,u noe...haiz...hemm...Now,I ONLY WANT TO THINK OF THIS ONE GUY WHOM I LOVE...BUT...DUN GET IT WRONG...I JUST ADMIRES HIM...WE ARE JUZ FRENDS...Ok...But...i do want him!haha!

ok...i tink tts it fer now!Btw...I m so happy coz I have completed my holiday homework!yeah!yeah!but...my project...aiiiyyya!have not finish...

hehe..btw,to my gang...tt is shikin.ika,myra n norah...tnx gurls fer ur support in order fer me to ferget Sham...

ok..now i really have to stop typing more!or else all tt i want to do at my aunt's house...i wont get to finish it...

bye!
~syaidah~
Blogged @ 12:33 PM
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Haiz..

Its a poor thing fer me not to know wad exactly I am feeling..
I does not noe who I love...
I does not noe who I like...
I does not noe who I admire..
I does not noe who I m waiting fer...

To be direct...
I does not know wad I am feeling fer dem...
*dem is to the guys..

I juz dont noe!

~Syaidah~
Blogged @ 2:55 PM
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US!FWENS FEREVA!

US

ME N IKA

ME N SHAFINA

All my mly dnc fwens at CC...
u all can make me happy and cheerful always!
I LOVE U GALS!
U made me laugh everytime I wanted to cry...
U lend me a shoulder fer me to cry on..
U lend me a hand when I need help..
I juz luv u gals!

THANKS GALS!
EACH OF U ARE SPECIAL TO ME!

~SYAIDAH~
[U GALS ARE GREAT!]
Blogged @ 5:06 PM
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hey!

Syafiqah!tnx babe fer being there...
n...tnx fer always being ready fer a shoulder fer me to cry on...
i'll treasure u as my CLOSEST FWEN!

memories are all treasure in here n in my mind!XD

tnx ika...fer evrything u've done fer me!
i'll never forget it!

~Syaidah~
[frenz fereva]
Blogged @ 4:42 PM
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These are just sum memories together...i'll never forget u as my CLOSEST FWEN!

~SYAIDAH~
[A name to rmbr...SYAIKA]
Blogged @ 1:48 AM
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oh gosh!
wads happening to me???
ouh..i really doesnt noe wad i m suppose to do now...
ouh...now...i'm feeling tt i'm missing my ex so much...
but...its of no use fer me to rmbr him...nor t miss him...
as...he doesnt deserve it!

but fer sure now...
its getting difficult fer me to forget him...
frankly,i can forget him..
but now...
out of a sudden...
i juz feel tt i cant forget him!

oh gosh!
wads happening!!!!
ouh...

100% sure...
i still love him...
yeah...its the fact...

n...also..

100% sure...
tt i lyk a guy...

n...not to forget...

100% sure...
i m available...wakaka!
juz trying to get out of dis stupid feeling of heartbroken...
n...i m available bcoz i wanna forget Sham!
n...juz to let u noe...
i m available!no...im not...!
yeah!i m not!

haahahaha!XXPPP

can change my mind anytime!

~Syaidah~
[gone crazy over dis stuff!wakakak!]
Blogged @ 1:13 AM
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Todae i got to know from Syafiqah sumthing tt really hurts me so much!
I got to noe tt.....[oh no!i'm gonna cry!]

i got to noe tt....
i got to noe tt....
SHAM ASKED FOR STEADY FROM ATHIRAH!!!!!!!
*ATHIRAH is my "bestfren"

Athirah had promise me tt if sham asked for a steady,she wont accept it..
and now...
i dun noe if she accept it or not!
if she accept...
den I'LL HATE BOTH OF THEM TILL I CAN NEVER EVEN REMEMBER THEM!

I noe...
I m in love with another guy..
But still...
I CAN SAY TT...
I STILL LOVE SHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS THE FACT!

I STILL LOVE SHAM!!!

And tts the reason why i cant accept if Athirah is with Sham!!!!

Syai is now again being "emo" over this stuff!
Syai is being like tt bcoz she cant accept the fact tt she is no longer with Sham..n..she still loves Sham like last time!

HOW I WISH TT SHAM CUD NOE ABT DIS!!!!
N...
HOW I WISH TT SHAM NOE MY FEELINGS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TTS IT!
ITS ENUF NOW!!!!

~Syaidah~
[Memories of the time together will always be in my mind..The gifts tt U gave me on our 2nd month(17/4) will also be with me,day and night...There's no way for me to forget every of the moment we spent together.........A name to remember.....->SYAIRUL]
Blogged @ 10:23 PM
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HEY!!!

Psst...!
SECRET TO TELL!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

SYAI IS IN LOVE!!!!<3

SYAI is in love wif dis guy,whom she just got to know...
n Syai will miss him so much if she did not talk wif him fer a day!
hahahahahahaha!

okokokok....

SYAI is getting over her break up wif her guy fer the third tym wif him...
n now she is very confident tt she can forget her feelings fer him...
as there's a guy tt she admires so much!wakakakaka!XDD

His name is........................................................................................................................................................................OOOPPSSS!I CANT TELL!!!!!
Guess his name....
Starting wif 'F'
hehe...his name is F****

HEHE!
U WONT NOE!
HAHA!

TTS ALL!

~SYAIDAH~
[[IN LOVE]]
Blogged @ 1:59 PM
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YEAH!!!JUMPIN OUT OF JOY!!

OH!Luckily,my entertainment stuffs is not being confiscated...as i pass my MYE!YEAH!!!YEAH!!

hahaha!but still,i fail my maths n history!oh gosh!
for my maths i m graded E8 n for my history i m graded F9!!!!!
okokokookokokokok!I WONT TAKE HISTORY NEXT YEAR!
Hhehehehehehe!XXPP

now...
fer EOY...
i m betting wif Syafiqah...
if any of us got top 10 in class,den the person tt got the rank aft me/her will have to treat the person...
*person is only either me or Syafiqah!

Oh ya!talking abt ranking...
i got the 11th place in class...
n..
i got the 97th place for the level position...

hahaha...hehehe...

tts ol fer now!

~Syaidah~
S~Sweet
Y~Young
A~Adventurous
I~Intelligent[haha,lyk real!]
D~Daring
A~Adorable
H~Humble
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