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Sunday, December 18, 2011

Muhammad Nazirul Amin B Maidin
Prince of Syai's Heart

Its been 4 years together, and I really appreciate your presence in my life. I thank Allah for giving me the chance to know you and for sending you for me. I hurt you so much before.. but you are still there for me.. Everyday without fail, I will always thank Him for giving me such a great guy. I will never fail to think about you..

Everyday, i will always put myself in your shoe to feel and think of what i would have done when you are the one creating so much hurt for me.. i have never thought that i could be like you.. if i were to be in your place, i would have left you and never accept you again.. but you didnt. you're there when i came back, looking for you. you're there when i need you even after so much hurt..

I cant ask from Him for a better guy. To me, you're the best and the perfect one. Never think that you are not good enough for me.. Never think that I would look out for a better guy than you. After all those hardships, I have never thought that i could get a better guy than you..

Besides thinking of what you have done for me, sometimes, i do think of myself.. after all those shits that i heard from the people about you, i still cant believe that i am still with you. sometimes, i feel good that i am still with you. cause i know, all that happened is just a test to show how far i can tolerate and how strong i am.. i feel good. i feel great. i am able to move on with you smoothly.. i am still able to stay by your side through everything..

I believe, this is what they called destiny. I believe, this is what they called true love. And I strongly believe, that we are meant for each other.. And you're meant for me.

I dont know if what I have been feeling of myself is what you see me as.. But knowing that feeling within me, it made me feel real good. It made me feel very secured. It made all my fear to fade.. It made me feel that you will never leave me for any other females outside.. I feel that I would be treasured most by you.. But I have to agree, this is all just my feelings. And I will never know what lies within you..

But deep in my tiny heart, I have always hope that it is all true..

Nothing can describe how much I treasure you.. And how much you meant to me.. I thank Him for giving me the best gift in my life after so much bitterness that I have experience in life before you exist in my world.. I thank Him for giving me the strength to fight through everything that passes by.. And also, I thank you for accepting me, loving, caring and pampering me.. Thanks for putting up with me all this while.. Nothing can describe the feeling within me as the days passes by with you in my life..

I love you and I always will..

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