Saturday, July 10, 2010
I miss my Nana. Nana, I'm sorry for everything. I realize, I am to be blame to. I guess, all this while, I went to the wrong person to ask for opinions. Thank god, that I have a friend whom I can consider him like my father. He opened my eyes. Though I know it was my mistake too, I still cant decide on my decision. It's hard for me to let you go. And it's hard for me also to break my promise. But to think back, I am breaking my promise to your mom already ever since I answered your call.
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This date makes me cry. Wasn't this the date where we are suppose to have our last Fling? Haish. I remember the way you assure me. Everything seems so real. I thought after that, it'll be the end. But guess, I am wrong. You made us still there. I am sorry that on that day I didn't get to keep to my words. I said I won't cry. But I did. Sorry Nana.
Since then, we still keep on contacting. I realise that i can never leave you. It's really hard for me to leave you.
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This date made me smile all the way. You made my day by sending me to school. And you made me happy and have a good beginning by having you by my side to help me do my revision. And thanks to you, I did well for my test. I thought I will flung it as I was late for lesson and the past few days, I could not concentrate on my studies. But thanks for being my saver. I love you, Hubby. I am sorry that I venge my anger to you on the phone.. I really am sorry. I promise to control my anger, okay ? I didn't know that I have lost the ability to control my anger. I think I am too stress out, which is why, I am unable to control my emotions. Thanks for sending me to work. You really made my day. And also for fetching me from work. Thanks Syg. I LOVE YOU.
" i will never let Syainaz end.. "
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