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Saturday, July 24, 2010

I don't know what i should do. It hurts. I feel as though you did all that just to revenge on me. I am trying my best to be fair to you. To be honest to you. To tell you every single bit of things that I am doing. Yet, this is what I found out. You said that I broke your trust. And that I should win your trust back. I am trying hard to win it. Yet, this is what I get. Dear. I know that I break your trust. But why must you keep all this from me? You know that I don't trust you. Yet, you are not doing anything but to make it worst. I tried to trust you. And somehow, I did trust you. Even if it's not as strong as it used to. And when I start to trust you, I found out about all this.. Haish. Dear, even after this, I can't deny that I am mad at you. But that doesn't mean that I hate you. Nothing will change my feelings for you Dear. You will always be my Hubby, though. Just don't break my heart again. I know I broke yours alot. But I am trying hard to amend my mistakes Dear. Wish you knew how I really felt. If there's anything that you think that I am doing is unfair to you, then just tell me Dear.

People says I'm crazy to cry over you for what you have done. People says I'm crazy to still love you. People says I'm crazy for you. But I don't care all of that. Cause you completes me.

I just wish this will be the last time..

No matter how much I'm hurt. My love for you never fades.

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Saturday, July 10, 2010

I miss my Nana. Nana, I'm sorry for everything. I realize, I am to be blame to. I guess, all this while, I went to the wrong person to ask for opinions. Thank god, that I have a friend whom I can consider him like my father. He opened my eyes. Though I know it was my mistake too, I still cant decide on my decision. It's hard for me to let you go. And it's hard for me also to break my promise. But to think back, I am breaking my promise to your mom already ever since I answered your call.

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This date makes me cry. Wasn't this the date where we are suppose to have our last Fling? Haish. I remember the way you assure me. Everything seems so real. I thought after that, it'll be the end. But guess, I am wrong. You made us still there. I am sorry that on that day I didn't get to keep to my words. I said I won't cry. But I did. Sorry Nana.

Since then, we still keep on contacting. I realise that i can never leave you. It's really hard for me to leave you.

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This date made me smile all the way. You made my day by sending me to school. And you made me happy and have a good beginning by having you by my side to help me do my revision. And thanks to you, I did well for my test. I thought I will flung it as I was late for lesson and the past few days, I could not concentrate on my studies. But thanks for being my saver. I love you, Hubby. I am sorry that I venge my anger to you on the phone.. I really am sorry. I promise to control my anger, okay ? I didn't know that I have lost the ability to control my anger. I think I am too stress out, which is why, I am unable to control my emotions. Thanks for sending me to work. You really made my day. And also for fetching me from work. Thanks Syg. I LOVE YOU.

" i will never let Syainaz end.. "

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