Friday, November 19, 2010
currently. I am freaking bored right now. And it have been a long time since I last updated my blog. It's being abandoned. Sorry Bloggie. Oh well, my diary too have been abandoned.
Alot of things have happened this few days. Not few days, it have been at least a week or so. Haish. I find that people are hating me. Why ? What wrong did I do towards them ? If I did a mistake, why can't they tell me what is it ? I hate when people don't tell me what makes them to hate me to that extend.
Friends means alot to me. I don't want cause of the past, the friendship can never gets better. In life, we have to learn to forgive and forget. The main thing is that we have to learn to forgive. Why can't some people do a simple thing like this? We must learn to forgive in order to start anew. Maybe they don't know how to forgive. But how long ? Sighs.
I don't mind if it's just me. But please. Not him. I don't mind what you want to say about me. But not him. I believe that he treasure this friendship alot .. I am sure this friendship means alot to him.. I am sure he's upset that this is happening. I want things to be fine. Let it be with him first. If you still can't accept me, let it be. Time will heal everything. Even if I have only known you for at least a year or so, it is enough for me to really treasure that memories we had during those days.
Memories that we had can make me breakdown. I am sad that all this is happening. If only I have not made any mistakes, things would not be like this. I guess, now everything is ruined cause of me. Yes, I realise I was at fault..
Everyone make mistakes. So do I. People make mistakes and learn from them. And so do I.
If I were to be mean, I would not have told him everything that I got to know when he is clueless. If I din't have the intention to make things right, I would not have trouble myself thinking about this. If I want o ruin your friendship with him, I would not have told him to contact you. I have done nothing to make this friendship break. Why can't you just see what I am trying to do?
True enough what some people said to me. You just can't appreciate what I have done. Even if it's a little thing, you could have at least show some appreciation. Sighs. It's just my luck.
Some people said FORGET THEM. But know what, I will never stop praying that things will be fine for all of us. I dont want him to be stuck in the middle. ;(
All I want now is just for you to tell me what have I done to deserve this.
Yes I can't deny.
Yana, Rahim, I do miss the both of you. I miss the times that we used to hang out together.Blogged
@ 9:03 PM
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