Thursday, February 2, 2012
Everyday I hope to see you. To talk to you. To make myself at peace. But the moment I see you, Im afraid that my good intentions would go wrong. Sigh. How am I suppose to ask you?
Will you be able to accept whatever Im going to say? Will you going to cooperate with me to make things easier for us? Will you keep to what you've said before? Sigh.
I can never lie to myself. I still feel sad when you are there. I still ask myself why did all this happen? I still feel that everything is not right.
Sigh. All I wish for now is for you to listen, to voice out, to compromise. But how am I going to be able to do it?
Im just afraid.
Sigh. All those things that I got to know are still playing in my mind.. All those words that I heard and see are still stuck in my head. How am I suppose to let it all go? What does all that simply means?
Sometimes, I feel that I am never good enough for you. I feel that I am not the one that you are looking for. Sigh. Where's the feeling that makes me secure?
Sometimes, you made me feel that you want those girls who are just like a bitch. Thus, unknowingly, you made me feel that I need to be like them. Sigh. But I know, it's just not right. And I will never be like one..
I just want things to be right. And secure.
I want to start anew .. but I need your help too ..
I love you too much. ;(
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