im gonna miss u!!!

haiz...

the last day of sch..
u gave me a final touch..i reli doesnt know what to sae..
i received almost everything that u gave me before..
i just doesnt know why n how i suddenly felt that im missing everything..
im missing u.

i doesnt know since when i start to miss everything..

now,im confusing my oown feelings...

gahh!!!
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yeahh!!!!juz now i met him!!!i met naz!!!!wakaka!!!athirah said he is cute...so do i!!!!!gahh!!!yeeehhhhaaaa!!!wakaka!!!!!

now only him...only him...gahh!!!naz naz naz naz naz naz naz naz!!!!!

wakaka!!syai gilerr!!!!=PP

syai uke dia!!!hahaz!its the fact beb...


syaidah's out!
[in lurb with him tremendously,maybe]
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haiz...today,Fir,16 yrs old...ask fer steady.i noe he is sincee..but i cant accept him as i love someone else.i noe,last time,i also like him. but not anymore. now he does not contact with me anymore.the last msg he gave me is saying that he will never forget all those memories we had together and he will never forget me.he also said that he will not disturb me anymore.haiz.i hope he wont do anything that i dont like or anything that i have stopped him from doing before..i want him to turn over a new leaf.he made me feel sad and guilty as i noe,he is hurt by getting rejected by me.hm..but i didnt mean to hurt him in anyway.

wadeva it is...he is still a friend of mine..even if there is no way for him to contact me anymore after today..as ge said that he doesnt want to interfere in my life anymore...all i hope is that he wll be fine..i stilllove him as a friend.even if he is so called a bad guy..yet,he is always there before i am close with Naz...he told me not to mix armd with bad companies..eventhough he is bad..so called larh..

"seleamat tinggal syaidah.aku tidak akan melupakanmu.terima kasih syai."

this is wad Fir gave to me.....

i hope for his well-being.as i know he is heartbroken..as he admires me since the 1st tym we met.its been so long that he likes me.i noe from the beginning as i cud fell that...and his friend also had told me before.only today,he told me.yet,i couldnt accept him.im sorry,Fir...

syaidah
[i guess.i have hurt him.sorry..]
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haiz..exam period is over..but yet...all the sec 2 exp nid to take re=examination..fer history section B..coz my teacher's house is being broke-in..then the thief is SOO STUPID to take along the exams paper!haiz..wad only!

first time in my life hearing that there is a thief who would want to steal exams paper.hahak!

yeah...i noe that maybe the thief is in hurry..so maybe he did not check wads in the bag...hehe..so understandable...hees..;pp

hm..never mind larr seyy...hehehe...now i juz nid to focus on history chapter 9...for source based qn...7 qns only...hehe..=))

k la..thats all..hee...missing him larr seeyy!!!

syaidah is out!!
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more photos down here!!hahahak!!!boredd larrhh...ttzy all u see is photos!







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yeah!!!

im FREE!!!hahak!gone mad!hees...=p

last saturday nite...im free oredi..wkakakaka!huahuahua!=DD

yeah!free now..hee..

hm...raya coming up..hee...cant wait!!!yeah!hahak!

hm...here's some pics i've juz edited n more!waka!
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i LOVE him!!!!!!

I LOVE 629....

629 his name..

hm...wad's happenin to me!!!!

yarh.. I LOVE HIM!!

AISHAH(MY CUZ): I LOVE TANDUKKY JAGUNG!!!

And amirul[my cuz] oso know him...

arghh!!!

i love him larh sae!

haiyyoo!!

syaidah's out!
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haiz...
tidak dapatku menafikan bahawa....
aku mulai untuk menaruh perasaan terhadap dirimu...
aku ingin sahaja bersamamu..
namun,ada halangan..

aku mungkin sudah berpunya..
namun,aku masih tetap menaruh perasaan terhadap dirimu..
apakah aku benar-benar ingin bersamamu?
iya..aku ingin bersamamu..

namun,bagaimanakah harusku beritahunya kepadamu?
bagaimanakah harus aku memutuskan hubunganku bersama si dia..
aku ingin benar bersamamu..

sehari tidak munghubungimu..
membuat hatiku amat rindu terhadap dirimu..
sehari tidak mendapat berita dari mu..
membuat aku risau tentang mu..

aku benar-benar mencintai dirimu..
apakah engkau memahami diriku ini?
apakah engkau tahu perasaan yang bergelora di hatiku ini?
aku ingin engkau mengetahui tentang segala-gala yang tersirat di hatiku ini..

siapakah dirimu..
hanya aku sahaja yang tahu..
tidak ada sesiapa..
selain aku yang mengetahuinya..


"Wahai Insan yang ku maksudkan..
Bisikkanlah satu kata yang ku nantikan selama ini......"

syai<3
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