hihi...

today is racial harmony day!yeah!im so damn happy today!hehee...i wore a red modern kebaya...hehe....one day i upload the pictures...heh...after school,there is a game held in the gym...i went there to give moral support to ika and i also played the games there...that is...congkak and eraser...i know that playing eraser is damn lame...(i guess so0...hehe...yeah...coz its like a primary school students who usually play that...ahaha!!!XPP

i played congkak with myra..its damn fun!!!yeah!then i got the most highest number of marbles!i have got 68 marbles among all the players!wakaka!!!hehe...(tak sangka u)...hehe...but in playing eraser i am a loser as i am not an expert in it...hehe...but congkak...i cant say..coz i from small always play congkak...hehe...

yeah!today was the fun day ever!!!!!!!!!!!

syaidah
[luv dis day!]
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hihi...


today is the second month after i broke up with him...hemm...i m so terribly sad...all i want is him back...but how...???i cant approach him just like that to say that i want him beck...if i do,then everyone may say that i am desperate...but i am not!!!!!!i just want him to know that i still love him and its hard for me to forget him!!!!!!!

but yet....i did nothing to forget him...infact...i do things that makes me more missing him lah sey....haiz...i just cant stop myself lah...one of these days...i m gonna put pics of all the stuffs that makes me to remember him each and every second...haiz...then...i also always sing the song 'never be replaced' by 1st lady....then i also always hear the song 'meraung'...haiz....

the song 'meraung' reminds me of the memories together...then..also...before we both patch and after we patch...he always sing that song for me lah sey!!!!i miss him sing that song for me...specially for me...

till now...i still love him dearly......i still love him...i cant stop from loving him....

i still remember the dates..170207-170507....today is 170707...if we are still together....today will be our 5th month....but so sad...today is our 2nd month of breakup...

i too remember our name.....

SYAIRUL

k lah..thats all...

now i terribly missing him!!!!


true words from...
syaidah
[i still love u as dearly as before...(",)]
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hihi...

haiz...i have problems with my maths homework!!!oh gosh!its damn stressful!!!!!!oh gosh!i thought that learning graphs is fun...but among all...graph is much more harder u know!!!its damn hard!!!!haiz...

help!!!!!help!!!!!!!!!!!please!!!!!

i need around dont know how long for me to settle all my maths stuff...that is the arranging of my file...and all the homework that i need to do!!!!!


i left around 6-8 weeks to study u noe!!!!!!!it isnt much time!!!!

my malay teacher told my class that next year i can choose humanities or mother tounge...humanities is social studies...while mother tounge is malay literature....i love malay literature and i hate social studies!!!!!wakaka!!!!!XP

k lah...thats all...gtg...

syaidah
[need help for maths]
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hihi...

today...i m alone at home..how great!haha...i m alone because my mom is working..my siblings have to attend for tuition..my aunt have to go for her driving course..and my other family members went to Kluang to attend a wedding over there...so thats left me alone...haha..

yeah..besides that,today i went for my mendaki after 2 weeks i did not attend..again im alone as my friends did not went for mendaki..puteri is having fever...tijan i have absolutely no idea..then left me..all alone again...haha...so i went for my recess alone...for the 1st time..as if they did not attend for mendaki,i will just sit in the class reading storybook or novel..but today is different...i went to have my recess..i went to the canteen all alone...then,i bought PILLOWS..and i went up to the class again...i took my storybook entitled LAST DANCE..so i read my book while eating the PILLOWS...outside the class...

i thought that Ali would come today...but he did not come...so the class does not seem to be alive and noisy...as Ali is the noisest boy in the class..and he loves to crack jokes...if he had come just now,i wont be so bored at there..and luckily that JERK did not attend for mendaki as he have Dragon Boat...(i think so)...i just dont feel like going for mendaki if he is there..I HATE TO SEE THAT JERK FACE!!!

ok...im so emotional...now i know who that syafiqah is already...she's thirteen years old..act cute lah...i dont like sia!!!

ok lah...that's all...

btw...happy birthday kak ila!!!!(ika's sis)

syaidah
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hihi..

today, i got hit by Zoe..she wanted to hand over the classroom keys to Sham...Sham was standing in front of me..den when Zoe threw the key......unfortunately,i hit my face!then they was like..."syaidah...okae or not?" den i just kept silence...and out of sudden, i cried...haha...it was quite pain u know!then everyone crowd around me when ika was like saying "hey!her ears are red!" then dont know why Mr Teo suddenly scolded the class and he was standing in front of me...

hadi got back to his seat..then asked me if im fine or not..followed by ika then myra then sham then zoe...and then dont know who...quite alot was asking me if im fine or not...den i have to answer them one after one...repeating the same answer...and Zoe also said sorry...

When Zoe was beside me to check if im fine or not(when there's a crowd around me) Sham told her to say sorry to me as he thinks that she have not said sorry to me...then Zoe took the my hand that i put on the place which is hurt because she wanted to check that is fine and have no bruise...yeah..there is no bruise...lucky...if not...i dont know what i m going to do...

k lah...thats it!

btw...happy birthday kak yaya!!!

syaidah
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hihi...

since yesterday...i knew that u have cried because of us...especially me...i knew it...im sorie...i juz doesnt know why dis days,my mouth tends to let out harsh words...im sorie...i hope tt u cud forgive me..

wen u cried...i felt like crying too...wen i hugged u to comfort u...tears are collecting in my eyes...i juz cant see u cry...i wish tt i cud take back my harsh words to u...but...i tink its too late..

im sooo sooo sooo extremely sorie,Ika...i regretted saying tt to u...i dun know why i've become like this...i tink i've become like this since i've met tt JERK!!!!

Ika...juz remember tt i will always love u as fwen..and remember tt i am ready to be ur listening ear...just tell me ur probs...ur feelings n everything...i m fine with it...this is wad friends are for...

k la...gtg...

syaidah
[im sorie..i've hurt u..so sorie...i realise tt..]
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hihi!

today..i hv nothing much to write..but...i do have a bundle of pictures to show!!

hm...today...ika cried and i felt like crying too..besides,i felt that i have made ika cried as i talk harshly to almost all my friends today..and she is one of them...i m juz not feeling well....hence....i juz cant contol my emotion...i felt soooo bad...now...i hope tt ika is doing fine and dun take it to heart...haiz...im worried sey...

ok...now lets view the pics!!!
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HIHI...

today is speech day...and i have to perform the SYF malay dance....
haiz...its GREAT!ITS FANTASTIC!

at the end of it....my teacher told us tt all the upper sec malay guys wanted to move in front to see us dancing...they wanted to support us!!!!oh gosh!!!!

den...wen the song had finished...the people watching us gave us such a GREAT BIG APPLAUSE!!!!i love it to the core!!!!!!!!!!!

k lah...tts all...im totally tired!

syaidah
[malay dance is my passion]
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hihi!!!

yeah!!!i saw alif!!!
oh gosh!!!
he is soooooo cccuuuuuuuutttttttteeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
i saw him at Lot 1...oh gosh!
missed to take picture with him!
haiz...wad a fate!!!
but...lucky i cud saw him in person!!!!!!
yeah!!!

den wen i saw him.....aishah and i was like....we shouted..."AAAALLLLLIIIIFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!" we are like mad girl u noe!!!really mad girls....hehee....

wad a shame of me to shout at Lot 1!haha!!!its really a shame!
but...who cud stop themselves from shouting out,rite?

ok la...gtg....

bye!

syaidah
[i saw ALIF!!!!]
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hihi..

today...im so scattered!!!!!haiz...why is it like dis!!!i just wanted to tell him the truth...how i wish tt sum1 has told him about it!haiz...this is my fate!haiz...sad...sad...im so sad!!!!!!!!!!!1

coz i have fallen for him!!!!please..sum1 help me to tell the truth to him...i dun care about anitin!!!!

syaidah!!!!no!u care about sumtin...tt is...u dun wan to snatch someone's one!yeah!i dun wan to snatch someone's one!!!!!

now...I JUZ WAN TO BE LEFT ALL ALONE!!!!!!I DUN NID TO SMS WITH HIM ANIMORE!!!!!!!I DUN WAN TO!!!BUT WE'RE STILL GONNA BE FRIENDS!!!

Syaidah
[its always been like this]
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