Friday, February 11, 2011
i dont know what else to say. i just want things to be fine. ever since sunday, my days was lit up with the happiness that you have showered me with. you made me happy. you made me smile. you made me on cloud nine. tonight, every of that is gone.
all thanks to myself. thanks for scolding vulgarities. thanks for being so sensitive. thanks for thinking about Pika. thanks for just blurting that word out. thanks to that pakcik. but most thanks is to myself. how stupid can i get ? how can i just blurt that out ?
perhaps, these few days i have been having a god damn hard time in school. i can also say that i have been shouting and talked rudely to my friends. despite of my good mood with you, i am mad at school. but not because of you. but because of the people and the things surrounding me in school. but whenever i am with you, i will smile and laugh and never failed to be happy.
i miss you already. sighs. i wonder if i can stop saying that word. i just dont know how to stop. by not letting me saying that word, i feel that there is no forgiveness. ;(
tears be kind. i dont wish for you to visit me today. i have had enough of you just now. but why did you come back again ?
sighs. I love you.
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