im missing everything out of sudden..
life has been playing with my feelings.
sadness took over happiness..
im just being emotional...
i dont know the reason why..
but i know that im missing everything..
it made me shed tears..
i miss all those sweet memories..
i miss everything!
i miss happiness..
i miss spending time with my loved ones.
i miss my love..

simply..
i miss everything..
past and present..

im feeling empty inside me..
help me..
help me regain everything back..

im feeling a sudden lost..

i feel like crying very easily..

HELP ME!!
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CAMP WAS REALLY FUN!!
ITS AWESOME!!

I LOVE BUTTERHILL!
IT WAS THE TOUGHEST ACTIVITY AMONG THE OTHERS!
THE HILL WAS NICELY COVERED WITH CANVAS SHEET.
AND ITSSLIPPERY AS ITS WET WITH WATER AND SOAP!
THEN WE AS A CLASS HAVE TO COME UP WITH A WAY ON HOW TO GET TO THE TOP OF THE HILL.
AT LEAST 5 PEOPLE IS SUPPOSE TO REACH TO THE TOP OF THE HILL.

THE TRIAL:
HALIM,AMIN,SYAFIQ,SAIDON AND FIRDAUS MADE A STEP BY LYING DOWN FACING THE TOP OF THE HILL ON THEIR CHEST. THEN, MDM TEH TOLD A GIRL TO CLIMB UP . AND SHE CHOSE ME.
SO I CLIMBED UP,STEPPING ON THE GUYS BODY..! THEN, I ALMOST SLIP DOWN AND I GRAD A SUDDEN HOLD OF SAIDON'S WAIST. OMG! HE HAD A TOUGH BODY! HAHA! THEN, WHEN I CAME TO FIRDAUS, I OUT OF SUDDEN LOST BALANCE AND FELL DOWN, ROLLING DOWN OFF THE HILL WITH THOSE GUYS. IT WAS REALLY FUN!
THEN, WE TRIED AGAIN AND AGAIN. THE GIRLS AND BOYS ARE MIXED AND THUS, WE ALWAYS FALL ON EACH OTHER. IT WAS FINE WITH ME. THE LAST TRIAL WAS THAT, JOHN, AMIN, SYAFIQ AND ARIF MADE THE SAME STRATEGY FOR THE 5 PEOPLE TO CLIMB UP. THE FIRST TO CLIMB WAS FIRDAUS. THEN, SAIDON. FOLLOWED BY, ROY. FOLLOWED BY, IKA. THEN, ME. WHEN I AM CLIMBING, I STEP ON DONT KNOW WHO'S BUTT. THEN I ALMOST PULLED AMIN'S SHORTS. THEN I WALKED OVER SYAFIQ'S HEAD AND THAT'S REALLY RUDE! THEN, I SAT ON ARIF TO PREVENT MYSELF FROM FALLING DOWN. THEN, I GRABBED A HOLD OF FIRDAUS' HAND. HE PULLED ME UP AND MDM TEH WAS LIKE, "PRESENTING FIRDAUS AND SYAIDAH!" ITS LIKE OMG!!! THUS, WE HAD COMPLETED THE GAME.

POOR AMIN..
FIRSTLY,HE FELL BECAUSE OF THE CHINESE GIRLS. THEN, WHEN HE'S BACK ON HIS FEET, HALIM FELL ON HIM. THEN, WHEN HE'S BACK ON HIS FEET BACK, I SLIDE DOWN AND HIT HIM AND THUS, HE FELL ON ME! AHAHAK! HE FELL ALOT OF TIMES! POOR HIM.. I PITY HIM.. *KESIAN..*

THERE ARE STIL LOTS MORE..
BUT RIGHT NOW, IM EXHAUSTED.
SO CANT SHARE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW..

BTW, THERE IS AN INSTRUCTOR WHOSE NAME IS NAZ.
HE USED TO BE AN ACTOR WHEN HE WAS A KID.
NOW HE'S 25 YEARS OLD. TODAY, 20 MARCH, IS HIS BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRHTDAY INSTRUCTOR NAZ!

WHEN IM HEADING TOWARDS THE BUS, I FELT SOMEONE HOLDING ON TO MY BAG.
WHEN I TURNED AROUND... I WAS SHOCKED TO SEE THAT IT WAS INSTRUCTOR NAZ.
AND HE SAID TO HIS FRIENDS THAT HE WANTS TO FOLLOW. AHAHAK!
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march holidays are very boring!
no fun activities done!
gahh!

can you believe that i've spent almost half of my holidays reading books,sleeping and eat and all those normal boring stuffs you would usually do at home..

i was very happy when finally we've got our holiday for the first term of schooling..
and obviously it was on friday..

on last friday,at around 5.30pm..i fell asleep..and i am actually ready for m malay dance at CC..when i fell asleep,i thought that i would get up before dust to go for my malay dance..
but,unfortunately,i over-slept..gahh!so eventually,i didnt went for my malay dance..
i only woke up at nearly eleven!and by that time,my malay dance has finished almost an hour ago!

the next day, i was suppose to visit Fazli at the hospital..
but my grandmother was out. thus, i need to take care of the house. so,i have to cancel it at the last minute with Ika.. i really want to pay him a visit as i want to see his condition.. i pity him.. eventhough i cant visit Fazli, i still get to go for my instructor's son's birthday party.. it was launched at karaoke lounge at BBCC.. it was fun there! haha! as soon as i reached there, Cik Lina(my instructor's wife) asked me to sing..which i dont want!but at last, i was being carried by Kak Nisa! that was after Cik Lina's brother called me by my name(of course).. but i didnt want to go there.. thus, im being carried and pushed by Kak Nisa! then, she hand me over the mic..then,the both of us sang the song entitled 'atas nama cinta'.. it was fun and actually,i feel like singing again and again!(psst..any of my fiends who know kak nisa or any of the members please dont tell this to them!im going to be very paiseh!haha!) we played games.. and i played only one game..and that is point the thing that the host say..it was quite easy..but not until he says,"a hanging white bag"..everyone starts to look around to search for the hanging bag and i am one of them..then,i felt something hanging on my wrist..and i was thinking,"hey!there's a white bag hanging on my wrist!"..so,i pointed at the bag hanging at my wrist!and then,the host said to the rest that all of them are out!and thus,im the WINNER! ahaha!! by the way, it is not a big deal actually..

sunday.
i stayed at home.
read my book.

monday.
i went to ika's house to do the japan project.
later that night, i went to my cousin's house at choa chu kang.
i sleepover at there for two nights..

tuesday.
i went to shikin's house and to her mother's friend's house at choa chu kang too.
but before that,i went to bukit batok back to fetch my little sister from school wih umaira as my sister had malay dance that day..

today.wednesday.
spent my time reading my book.
went to accompany my sisters and cousins to the swimming complex at choa chu kang.
and seriously,it was BORING!
then,we rushed home as it gets to rain heavily!
the,i spent the remaining time of the day finishing my book.
then,i fell asleep.
it was a nice sleep as it was raining and the weather is very cooling..
then,when i woke up..
i start to feel bored as i've finished my book and i have nothing interesting to do.

finally!
i have almost come to the end of my entry for this blog.
hahah!

HEYYY!!
I CANT WAIT TO GO FOR MY SEC THREE ADVENTURE CAMP!!!
ITS NEXT WEEK!!

pssst..
im going to miss him larh sae!



psst..
homework not touched yet!
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