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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

haishh. why must it be like this ? i dont want us to be like this. yesterday, i thought that i could go to the guilin with you. however, when i went to meet you, i saw your face with the no mood face, i got upset. my mood has gone suddenly. i really miss you. but i could not get to spend time with you yesterday. half way through on my way home, i could feel that anytime, tears will well out of my eyes. i tried my best to hide it. as soon as i reached home, i could not hold on to my tears anymore. your words makes me worse. all my homework was left undone. i didnt have the mood when i go to school. i feel nothing. absolutely nothing. im just hurt. i woke up late today. and i didnt have any sense of urgency. i didnt care when my mom kept on babbling in the morning. i felt that my soul is gone. my friend joke around with me, but i gave no reaction. they kept on asking, " syai, why are you so quiet ? " but i just gave them a faint smile. what am i suppose to reply ? i dont know why im like this. during lesson, when teacher gave negative remarks about my work, i just give no care. i didnt laugh. i didnt smile. yarh, i smiled. but its a faint smile. when everyone panic about the coming common test that's next week, i gave no reaction.i miss you. but i didnt expect what happened yesterday to happen. i came to you with a happy mood. but when i saw your face, its all gone..

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