LOVE
i can't take it anymore . i want to let everything out . but i just don't understand how to let it all out . should i cry ? should i shout as loud as i can ? what should i do ? right now , i am in the need of you , my dear .. i can't carry on being like this . I NEED YOU.. i am yearning to meet you . i am yearning to talk with you as we always do .. i am waiting for everything to be as usual .. when you called me just now , i really want to talk with you and be as usual .. but i just don't know why i am still acting like this .. maybe , i am too hurt for whatever that has happened for the past few days .. i am tired of all this fight .. it's only ONE month pass after we had our last fight .. and we fought again .. why has our relationship become rocky ? WHY ?

without you apologising , i have already forgiven you . but i am still like this cause it hurts when everytime you called me , you will always keep quiet . and now , when you are trying your best not to keep quiet , i am the one who is making things worst . i don't know why all this is happening .. haishh .. this has been happening alot of times .. i am tired of going through all this ..

mengapa harus terjadi sebegini ? tidak pernah aku ingin kita menjadi sebegini .. semakin hari berlalu , aku rasakan bagai segalanya semakin berbeza .. hatiku menjadi sebak setiap kali aku terkenang tentang dirimu .. wahai sayang , mengapa harus terjadi sebegini ? aku sudah semakin kerap terluka .. semakin aku menyayangimu , semakin hatiku terluka .. aku tidak ingin kehilanganmu , sayang .. aku sedih apabila aku terfikir tentang apa yang sedang berlaku kepada kita .. aku rindu keadaan kita yang mesra itu .. kemana hilangnya segala masa-masa mesra itu ?
kadangkala , aku rasakan bagai tiada lagi harapan untuk kita untuk bersama .. tapi , aku tetap tabah .. aku tidak ingin kita terpisah .. aku sangat memerlukanmu .. tapi , dimanakah kamu berada sekarang ? aku merindui dakapanmu .. aku merindui dirimu .. walaupun hatiku kini sering terluka dengan sikapmu itu , aku masih tetap merinduimu .. inginku lari ke pelukanmu .. airmata semakin deras berguguran dari kelopak mataku .. pada saat inilah , aku benar-benar memerlukanmu ..

hingga sekarang .. aku masih kehilangan .. aku binggung .. memikirkan apa yang telah terjadi terhadap kita dan apakah puncanya ..

AKU SANGAT MEMERLUKANMU..
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