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Saturday, April 25, 2009

not me.

upset with myself . i know that i have been acting cold towards you . i dont know why im like this . maybe , what you said is right . im different .

dear , listen . im sorry for my cold attitute towards you . i just dont know why im like this . i feel nothing . absolutely nothing . when you asked me , will we ever be the same , all i answered was , i dont know . im sorry . but i just feel that we can never get the old times back . im sorry . i know this hurts . but that is what i feel .

azrinah said that i fall sick about this . haish . frankly , it took me just a few minutes to fall sick after it happened . when you said that , i could feel a strong pain in my head . everytime i think about it , my head just got worst . she said that when im in school too , all i did was to day dream . haish . everything has gone wrong !

i hate myself ! i hate everything ! i wanna let out everything ! i wanna cry my whole heart out !

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