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here , you will find all the answers that you are looking for . you did nothing wrong . but somehow , i feel that i am mad at you . i just dont know why . the whole day yesterday , i was doing reflection . i was thinking what do i really want to be ? what has happened to me ? why i cant concentrate in my school ? i was really upset with my results . you said to me to not think about it . now , im telling you , i cant concentrate ! so , how am i going to pass in my other upcoming exams ? i lost my concentration since .. whatever has happened , is bothering me too much . i cant believe that i got the worse grades . im not saying that i cant concentrate about my relationship . but its about problems everywhere and about what has happened a month ago . im still trying to get over it . im too stressed out that i became sick . and if you wanna know , i tend to vomit what i have ate is because that im too stress that i just feel that i cant eat . in fact , when im stress , i will tend to eat alot . as i said to myself , if i really cant handle my stress level anymore , i will switch off my handphone most of the time . and that's what im doing . i dont want any disturbance . i feel that i have no control to my stressness already . how am i suppose to be in track again ? now , even at class , i could not concentrate . tell me what the freaking hell have gone into me ! everyday , at school , i will tend to laugh alot , thinking that i will be able to not think about my problems and my fucking grades . but im wrong . as soon as when im alone , i cried thinking about it . i really feel like quiting . i gave up . i need support . no one knows what is the real reason behind all this . not even you . im just too stressed out !!
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