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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

You can forget about your promise to me and forget all of what had happened . Im willing to let it go and forget everything . Before you made the promise , I could feel that you did all that just for me . I know that this is going to happen again . I cant lie to myself that it really hurts . And I hope that all of these pain will just vanish in a moment .. Now its already past twelve midnight .. Hm ..

Yesterday , I dont know how many times I almost injured myself . My mind was not focusing on what Im doing .. I almost fell in the kitchen thrice and almost cut my finger twice . And was holding back all my tears while doing housework . Then , I accompanied Nadzirah to sleep and without knowing , tears starts to brim in my eyes . And it just keep on flowing without stopping .. I have to hide my swollen eyes from my family members . Trying hard to stop my tears and trying hard to be normal .. Was feeling really lonely .. No one was there for me .. Just my tears accompanying me the whole time .. Im afraid to be alone as I dont want to cry anymore .. Im afraid to sleep as I may cry in my sleep .. Scared to close my eyes as I know .. I will end up in bed full of tears ..

It Was Fine In A Moment .. And Broken In Another Moment ..

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