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Friday, January 29, 2010

family are the ones that help you and they are always there when you're in need of some encouragement to move on.. but what happened to me? they are the ones that demoralize me to excel and do better.. they didn't give any support or word of encouragement. instead words of discouragement comes out from every of you.. i want to achieve my goal. but all of you are stopping me from doing so. its my future. i know you all wants the best. but what are you giving me right now? what are all this nonsensical that you all give me? putting all the blame on me.. come on uh. think back. so far, during my exams, what did you all do to give me support? you all give NOTHING. in fact, you all are making me feel more stressful at home. till now, there's nothing that you all do to give me courage to move on and achieve my goal in life. i know i'm already spoiled. but you all are making things worst. i want to give myself another chance to revive and do much better.. but it seems like you all won't agree with it at all. what should i say about this attitude of all of you? all of you are just being selfish. i know that the fees are not cheap. but did i say i want you to pay for every of it? i didn't even ask you to pay anything. because i know it will be hard for you. i'm helping you and myself to get a better life. but this is what i get? i know i'm a failure right now. but it doesn't mean that i will always be a failure throughout my life. but if i were to get this kind of attitude from each of you.. my life will end here. there will be no future for me. seriously, now you all are making me to quit studying, do you know that? NO. you DON'T. why? cause you have never asked me for my own perception of thinking. even if you asked, you will do NOTHING to change your decision or anything. now i'm just trying to find encouragement and support for me to do things on MY WAY. i want to excel and achieve my goal. but i KNOW. I WILL NEVER GET ANY SUPPORT FROM PEOPLE WHO ARE CALLED MY OWN. and i have stop myself from hoping for any words of encouragement from any of you. thanks a lot for making myself demoralized. ily people.

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