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Thursday, April 15, 2010

reading and seeing other people out there really made me feel super lonely when the fact that i have lots of people around me.. im sad to remember that you sad we can either be back together or strangers. hm.. and now, im back to school, my friends are asking me if i am attached. and amazingly, i didnt say that im single. idk why. i said that you're my bf. hahs. im lying to myself? how sad can that be.. haish. but yeah, now the know already. i just told them that actually im no longer with you. i cant be lying to myself anymore. even if i know in my heart there's you. and only you dear. i just cant take it when they keep on asking about what happened to us when i said now that our relationship is complicated. so yeah. i just decided to tell them that im no longer with you. hm. how sad can i sound ? hm.. im moving on. but i dont know why when people asked me about me having a boyfriend or not, i will just say ya i have one. and i said that's you dear. hm.. maybe i am moving on.. but deep inside, i just hope for you to be in my life again. dear, remember what nenek said? and ya, i too want it that way. just have faith. and let's wait for each other. right now, we just move on with our life. and not to worry about my love. cause no matter what. no matter if it changes or not. i'll still end up being with you. and you should know that.. i really hope so.. i still love you, Nana.. i miss you freaking lots.

the last text you sent to me in the morning, makes me cry. i really miss those words from you, honey. T_T
okay, im done till here. suddenly tears rolling down my cheeks.

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