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Friday, June 25, 2010

i feel like going out and get some fresh air. i wanna spent my day with someone i truly need now. but how to ? haish. i wanna do something new. something adventurous. something fun. something that can make me forget about everything that i am thinking right now. i wanna have a peaceful mind before school start. cause i need to focus. and really focus. when school re-open, the modules become harder. and there is this module that my class advisor said will be difficult. haish. Syg, i need a peaceful mind. right now, i am distracted. really distracted. my project is left half way done. and its 50% of my module. FUCK! and i still have yet to do my case study! which i think is 60% of my that module! FUCK! i can see my A's for these modules gone already. i wanna cry.

my mind is really distracted.

i'm sorry Mom, if i were to flung again.

now, i am trying to get back on track. but i cant. haish. july is arriving. then august. then september. and its my Exam. damn it. i used to study everyday. but why not now? i guess, my mind is really distracted. too stress out that i feel like picking up what i have thrown away few years back. i'm trying to control myself to get away from that thing. it will just harm me. trying. trying really hard. but i still cant clear my mind. i need my old self back. the one who is really into studies when she first started her new life in ITE.

if you have a way,please tell me how to overcome it. i am so disturbed.

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