i was hoping for you to be there. i feel that i am so isolated at there. thus, i need you. but i guess, i am hoping for the impossible kan. whatever i say pun, you will just think that it's what i really mean kan. hm. u know i was not in a good mood. but why cant you talk to me and make me smile as you used to ? u are right, if i dont want you to come, i should have just told you. but the fact is, i want to meet you badly. but already in the morning things are not right. it keep on bothering me. and i'm sorry that u can't surprise me. i appreciate it. dah la u, i also dont know how we nak move on. i just know. i dont wanna lose you totally.
i just feel like banging my head on the wall. freaking stress out. fuck la sial!
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