Sunday, December 26, 2010

I am missing him freaking lots. I just came back from camp. Well, I did have lots of fun at camp eventhough I fell sick during the camp. But that did not stop me from getting involve in the activities there. Except for the campfire. That was when I took medicine and guess what, I didn't know that the medicine cause drowsiness. Which eventually led me to almost fall at the seaside while they are teaching us to start the campfire. So now all that I know is only that we need kerosene. haha! And also of how to make a campfire along the seaside. And after hearing all that, I eventually fell asleep at the trolley. And was instructed to sleep in the tent.
The days at camp with my camp mates was really fun. However not with him. He was very different until Tuesday. And I didn't even know why. Lots of things happened then he told me what had exactly happen. On the day that I went for camp, there is a guy who contacted my guy telling him about me leaving that guy not because of I love Nana but because that I wanna make use of him. For goodness sake. Who the hell are you to say all this ? But I am kinda upset with Nana. Why must he be like that towards me when I am in camp and when I dont know what is the real thing. He could have asked me if i had told anyone about me going to camp or not. But it's okay. Everything is over. And we are fine back.
Few days back, I got upset with him. He said something that makes me unpatient for that day. I planned everything as you told me to. Then you said like that.. haish. I just wished that you knew how much it hurts me. And I just hope that you will remember all those promises and plans that you will make in the future.. I just want you to understand.. Whatever it is, I still love you.
& Right now. I am missing him truckloads.
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