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Wednesday, December 29, 2010


Oh well. I think things have been going fine. But I dont know why I feel that something is still amiss. I feel so pressurised and stress out. I feel that I can really go crazy anytime soon. Sighs. I get upset easily. I am becoming more sensitive these days. And I am becoming more like a kid when I am with him. I want to be pampered more each day. I feel that I need him more and more every single day. Am I being too clingy ? Why am I like this ?
Well, maybe it's just me. Hm.. I still feel something is really amiss. Hm.. I cant deny that till now, I still cant get over the facebook thing. It's bothering me too much. I have been asking from him for so long.... Yet, he's not giving me.. I get upset over this. I dont know why. I just want us to share and not keep things from each others. I have tried to not make this as an issue. But I cant seem to. I get mad everytime there's a girl add him. I get mad over little things. Am I being too much ? I cant get rid of this feelings till I get what I want.
Another thing that Im upset with. Him. Hm.. I told him of those plans that he made on last Friday. And again, he said the same thing. And again, I'm just hurting myself. Not that I dont let him spend time with his family. It's just that the way he said it is like he have forgotten every single thing in a minute. It's like there's nothing wrong. Sighs. I just have to bear with all this. This is just part of a test for my patience being with him. Never mind. Im staying strong...

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