Wednesday, January 5, 2011
I have done alot of mistakes. Mistakes that is repeated. I hate myself for that. How I wish that I could grow up fast. I dont know what to say. I dont know what to do. I am lost. I want to apologise. And I did apologise. But I know, it's hard to accept my apology. I am too lost. I dont know what to think. I dont know what to do. I dont know what will happen next.
I know this hurts. I am very sorry.. Apologise is the only think that I know I should do. But even now, this also hurts you. I am stuck. I dont know what to do. I am trying hard to change. I am trying hard to be like an adult. I know this year I am turning 18. Not 8. I know..
New resolution: I need to grow up. Be a woman. Not a girl.
I am truly sorry. I need time to change.
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