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Tuesday, January 4, 2011


I wanted to share with you about my days. I wanted to be pampered by you. I wanted to laugh with you. I wanted to call and talk with you. Everything I want, I will have to wait.

I am hurt by your replies. I don't know why but everything is just hurting me more. I dont mind being the one who will always text you first. I dont mind being the one to just give you a call. I dont mind. But is this the treatment that I should receive from you? Is it?

I am not going to text you if your reply is a one word reply. I am not going to give you a call if I feel that you are just plainly have no mood with me.

Dont need to deny that it's nothing. If there's really nothing, you would not have give me one word replies since yesterday. Late replies. Or even not texting me like you used to.

I just too hurt. I need someone. But this is the treatment that I get. Good.

I am so stressed. I have tons of projects. I have exams coming. I have no focus in everything I do. My mind is disturbed by this rollercoaster ride of my life. I feel like quiting school as soon as I finish my Higher Nitec. In fact, even now I have lost interest in doing anything in life. My life is so dull. So empty. There's lots of people by my side, but I sense no love. Well, it's just my life.

Tears is the only one that have been accompanying me through out my days when I need someone. Tears is the true bestfriend of mine and I am sure Tears will always be there when I am feeling down. And now, Tears is the only one accompanying me. But sadly, Tears will not be able to make my spirit to strive gets higher. That's the only weakness I see in Tears. But still, Tears will never leave you when you failed. Tears will not leave you in any circunstances. Unless, you throw Tears away from your life..

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