Friday, April 29, 2011
i just want him to spend more time with me. do things together. have more fun. go out. take lots of pictures. make me feel more pampered. showered me with love all day long. i miss long night talks with him. i simply miss everything. perhaps that is the reason of why i am acting in this manner. furthermore, he is going off to overseas in this june. sighs.
i just miss those moments that we have spent before you went to NS dear. i know you are busy. but.. sighs. maybe im hoping for too much. maybe after all, i am not an understanding girlfriend. sighs. i just miss you and everything.
even now, it is hard for us to go out and have lunch or dinner together. sighs. perhaps, just one time, that you could give me a sudden call and ask me out. sighs. i miss going out with you.
i need to distress myself. and i know you too. but... sighs.
dear, do you remember how many promises that you have made and that you have not delivered. do you remember promising me to go to Hort Park ? do you remember promising me to bring me to USS ?
sighs. i dont mind not going USS or whatever. i just want to go to somewhere nice. somewhere where we can really spend the whole day by ourselves. somewhere that can take tonnes of pictures to be kept as memories. perhaps if you cant afford to bring me out. why not just like we always hang out ? that place too, can take tonnes of pictures. but the problem is .. you always didnt want to take picture. sighs sighs sighs.
perhaps, i just have to bear with all this. maybe after all, we have been too comfortable with each other that we are just ignoring what we both actually wants and most importantly, about our feelings of this relationship.
sighs.
i just need your time and attention. :(
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