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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

haiz...today,Fir,16 yrs old...ask fer steady.i noe he is sincee..but i cant accept him as i love someone else.i noe,last time,i also like him. but not anymore. now he does not contact with me anymore.the last msg he gave me is saying that he will never forget all those memories we had together and he will never forget me.he also said that he will not disturb me anymore.haiz.i hope he wont do anything that i dont like or anything that i have stopped him from doing before..i want him to turn over a new leaf.he made me feel sad and guilty as i noe,he is hurt by getting rejected by me.hm..but i didnt mean to hurt him in anyway.

wadeva it is...he is still a friend of mine..even if there is no way for him to contact me anymore after today..as ge said that he doesnt want to interfere in my life anymore...all i hope is that he wll be fine..i stilllove him as a friend.even if he is so called a bad guy..yet,he is always there before i am close with Naz...he told me not to mix armd with bad companies..eventhough he is bad..so called larh..

"seleamat tinggal syaidah.aku tidak akan melupakanmu.terima kasih syai."

this is wad Fir gave to me.....

i hope for his well-being.as i know he is heartbroken..as he admires me since the 1st tym we met.its been so long that he likes me.i noe from the beginning as i cud fell that...and his friend also had told me before.only today,he told me.yet,i couldnt accept him.im sorry,Fir...

syaidah
[i guess.i have hurt him.sorry..]

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