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Thursday, November 22, 2007

gahh!!im so bored at home!gahh!!

haiz..i wanna do something new during my holidays!yet,they isnt giving me any chance for that..when can i do something new?i really wanna do something new..but i cant..there's something that dont allow me to.haiz..

its been twice my friends ask me out for a swim..how i wish i cud..haiz..wen i told them that i cant..their facial expression is diff..i dun like their reactions..

wad?they think tt im lying that i cant go out?hey!im not like them who can go out easily!i have responsibilities at home.so do they?yarh,i noe.this may not be a solid reason for me not to follow them or wad..but please..i have my sibs to take care of.yarh,even if at home i didnt actually take care of them,at least if anything happens,im there to know.

i've always wanted to let this out.yet,i dun..coz i too feel for them.i dun want them to be angry or wad by my words.maybe to them,if i say like that,they will take it as a criticisms.i dun wish for that.i just want them to understand my situation.i want them to know that im not like them..i dun have freedom to go out as and when i want.even once in a moonlight.

everytime i want to go out,it always have to be after school.or for my malay dance.and that's it!see!i dun have any freedom!!!

i want to feel and be like my friends.i want to go out with them.yet,i cant!and i hate it!i really hate it!

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