haish . why must it be like this ? those all memories , slowly coming back to me .. why must i go through all this ? im lost in two worlds .. haish . nehmind ..

FRIENDSHIP.
why has my friendship turn out to be like this ? i hate seeing us being separated . last time , we are as one . but now , eventhough we are always together , we are separated . sometimes , i do feel left out when i am with all of you girls .. how should i say to you all about what i felt ? there are times when i feel a total stranger hanging out with all of you as all of you keep on chattering among yourself about something that i am totally clueless .. thus , i am feeling left out . there's once , you all made me feel that i am not there and keep on talking among yourselves . during that time , i feel like going away from that particular place and cry my heart out . but i didnt . i didnt want you all to feel bad or anyhting . i wish that we could be as usual .. right now , i know im close with a friend of mine . i know that . but whatever it is , i still want you girls to be the same . of there's something that you all dont like , tell me . i miss our friendship .

LOVE.
why have you not been replying to my messages ? i miss you .. i texted you for several times , but still , you didnt reply .. its making so frustrated . everytime i texted you , and when u didnt reply , and when i asked you , you will say that your handphone is dead . its always the same explanation . i trust you . but now , you didnt even reply to any of my messages , and what is the reason behind this ? if you are busy , tell me . so that i wont disturb you and at least , i know that you are busy . rather than you leave me clueless about your whereabouts . this will also make me to think of other things . i dont like it and its getting on my nerves . what i need is that you just text me once to tell me that you are busy or something . dont just leave my messages not replied . i cant help not being mad at you .

PAST.
i was shocked when you told me about that . i am totally clueless about it till you told me . but i am sorry .. its too late .. but i promise you , everything is going to be the same . i am fine with it . let the memories be fresh in the minds of us . i am sure that i wont forget those moments .. if you have let it out earlier , i am sure that you will get it . (:

EXAMS.
yeay ! i passed my math ! got an A2 . XD however , i failed my combined humanities . arghhh . my POA too , i failed . its damn bad . arggh . nehmind . i tried my best . and i failed these two subjects by a few marks . all thanks to the careless mistakes i have made . hee . as for POA , i tried my best . i told sham to teach me after school . and the good thing was that , before he teach me , i know nothing about POA ! haha ! yeah . at last , i understand POA . haha . but still failed due to careless mistakes . stupidity . haha . as for malay , it was well done . however , i am still not satisfied as i know that i could have done better . but still , the result is okayy . still got a distinction . hehs . (: as for combined science , i passed it . however , its a border line pass . hehs . its okayy . still have room for improvements . (:
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