Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Its Enough !its enough . i dont need more . how i wish that all of this could end in an instant . i tried my best . but i failed . i hate being like this . problems everywhere . whatever it is , i will always put aside all my problems for the sake of my friends . i know , right now , there's a friend of mine that is really in need of me . and here i am , to listen to your problems . you have helped me alot , thus , now its my turn to return your deeds .
hm . i hate being controlled . i have had enough . and i dont need more . please . end all this . i hate being like this . im just so stressed out right now . everyday , i went to school , i feel so restless . i couldnt sit still . nor could i stand still . im just so restless . i need a break . i want to clear my mind . i need to sort everything out .
im so stressed out .
all i want to do right now is to cry my whole heart out . i want to shout out loud . i thought after all the busy and tight schedule , i will not be this stress . now , i feel that there's alot of things that i need to handle . and im really in need of someone right now . i tried my best to not be like this . but i cant .
i want to cry my whole heart out !sometimes , i do feel like doing some stupid things just to get rid of everything . but i know , its not the right thing to do . and thus , i didnt .
how i wish that i could just be someone who is free from all this stupid problems . how i wish i was strong enough to pull through each an every problem . how i wish that my mind is clear . how i wish that i could live peacefully . how i wish ..i have made up my mind . if i really cant handle my problems and get my mind back on track , i will put aside everything . i will have to force myself to pull through and prioritise things . and i will switch off my handphones during weekdays .
i want no disturbance !Blogged
@ 9:23 PM
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