Friday, April 10, 2009
not myself .haish . im trying my best to forget whatever things that i have heard about you . but frankly , i find it hard to get it out of my head . the bad thing was that i got to know about it when i was mad at you . so , the anger just become worst . but now , since you have explained to me everything , i trust you .
but , to let you know ,
the trust and love that i had for you now has deteriorate . forgive me .
i guess , i am not that strong to go through all this .
you have to win everything back .as i told you , i cant deny that the love meter has gone down . but i cant help it .
whatever it is , right now , i am not in the right state of mind to rate my love for you .
for what i know is that , im just lost in dont know where in the world i am .
im lost . i feel as though i have no feelings . i feel as though i have no life to live .i couldnt concentrate on anything .Blogged
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