Thursday, April 9, 2009
Replyits already in me . what else can i do ? i tried my best to change . but i cant . whatever it is , right now , i want to know the truth . the truth about what i have just got to find out . i want to know why u said all that . why did you do this to me . frankly , when u said sorry , i already forgive you . but when i got to know something else about you , the anger just came back to me . i dont know how the hell i want to ask you . but yet , i still want to know the truth . i want to know if what she said is the truth . i know during that time , we are not in the good state . but why must you say different thing to her ? when i got to know about it , i was like saying to myself , "should i believe her or you ?"
till now , im still clueless about the truth . at first , i dont want to believe her . but when she gave me the evidence , i cant help but to believe her .
and one more thing , how should i tell you about him when whenever i say his name , your mood just changes . and the great thing was that you even raised your voice while im at there , dont know what the hell wrong did i do . i know its irritating of me saying that always . but what could i do , i was trying hard to hide everything . every of my feelings . that's all for now .
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