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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Sorry ?

sorry again ? i dont know why , as days pass by , i just hate the word "sorry" . im tired of hearing those words . you know , sometimes i was like thinking , " how long can i be this strong and continue my life ? "
i always thought that everything will move smoothly . but what happened now ?
i have had enough . i just cant take it anymore . in my eyes , you have changed . you are not the one that i have known . to me , you are no more an understanding person ..
when you just hung up like that , i could feel as if a needle just pierced through my heart . and suddenly , i just lose control of myself . i just feel like throwing away the phone that is on my hand . however , all i did was cry . its my only solution . i dont know how much of tears i have shed just over all that is happening .
my mind is occupied with lots of things . Family , School , Friends , Love .
i feel like quiting everything that i have been doing .
i was in need of someone when u just hung up on me . but who could i turn to ? eizzam is the only person that i have been sharing my probs with . but right now , he needs me instead . so ,how can i share abt this with him .. luckily, saidon was there ..
haish . i just cant move on anymore ..

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