Saturday, June 6, 2009
Sorry.i knew it . you did saw it . im sorry . i know it hurts . im sorry . since that u have seen it , i have to be truthful to you . i agree , i wont be able to get over it . im sorry . all this while too , my aunt have been telling me to tell you about it . but all i did was to tell you in an indirect way . im sorry . please , if can , i dont want to talk about it anymore . but i realise that it can never end . haish . and now , you are in a bad mood . and you keep saying youre fine . i know its my fault . i keep on saying that i have get over it . but the fact is , i cant get over it . im sorry . maybe , even if i apologised , it will be hard for you to forgive me . but still , i apologise for it .. if its hard for you to forgive me , its okay .. maybe i dont deserve to be forgiven . you know , when you replied to my messages in that tone , i feel hurt . but what can i do , i guess i deserve it . coz of me , you became like this . i was upset and i have been trying to not be upset by talking with my siblings and my maid . but at the end , i will end up crying alone , silently without anyone noticing . whatever it is , things became like this coz of myself . so , i deserve all this . when i asked you if you want me to call , your tone of replying to my message is cold . i could feel that you are angry or whatever with me . but its okay . as i said i deserve it . i dont know since when i am blaming myself for this .
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