Monday, August 31, 2009
forced myself to sleep . forced myself to eat during the pre dawn . everyone was asking me why im so quiet , what's wrong with me and so on .. my bro was asking me to eat more but i just said that i dont want and ignored him . and he was like , " u only eat three spoon of rice with nothing .. and u fasting .. " and i just ignored him . the whole night .. i dont know for what i cried . tears that came out from my eyes are for nothing and no valid reason . at school , i was walking like a lost person . with my eyes that's tired . and i kept silence all the way at school .. till i burst out crying .. thus , i quickly run to the toilet . and everyone in the parade square was there . i just cover my face with me hand . i dont know what's the reason behind all this . and i guess , i will get seasoned with this .
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