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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

suddenly , i feel so empty .
trying to figure out what is it ..
but to no avail .
i have never find an answer .
thought that it was nothing .
but this feeling have been following me .
following me every time im alone .
there's something deep down in my heart .
whispering something .
however , it can never be heard .
thought of letting it out .
but i cant .
thought that i was able to ignore it .
but i failed .
this feeling is taking over me .
what is it about ?
my heart is yearning for something .
something that i didnt even know .
what is this feeling that is getting over me ?
is it that i am being ego ?
that i didnt want to express what i really felt .
the fear of love .
the fear of facing reality .
the fear of the future .
the fear of everything .
what is this stupid feeling about ?
tried to focus on the things that im doing .
but nothing seems right .
lost concentration .
lost my way .
lost in full of abandoned questions .
my mind is full of questions .
wanted to ask .
but just cant let it out .
what is wrong with me ?
feel like giving up .
but i cant .
to make it simple .
i dont understand what im going through ..
im just full of questions ..
and lost in two world .
reality and fantasy .

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