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Saturday, November 21, 2009

im going off soon .. haish .. for the first time im leaving my family and him .. even if its just for 4 days .. i still feel like its so long that im going to leave them .. my mom and everyone is going to send me off later .. im just afraid that i would cry seeing them sending me off .. i cant go without ibu .. and now , i have to go without her .. haish . wondering how my nights will be at there .. perhaps i will just wake up in the middle of the night , texting her and him .. going to miss the both of them truckloads .. met him just now in the afternoon .. haish .. im missing him already eh .. how to survive ? i cried when i was in his arms .. and i did cried a lot .. so if he's not there , i think im going to cry more during the nights .. haish .. but i know , i have to keep to my promises .. enjoy , ibu , dont cry and to eat properly . i will try my best to keep the third promise i have made .. but i feel like its impossible .. just now , i dont feel like going home . if can , i feel like being in your arms , not letting you go and not going away from you .. i guess , im a little too emotional .. as im going for just four days .. but im already like this .. but what can i do ? its my nature to be like this .. haish . im going to miss everyone .. and im sure , now , among all my other siblings , im going to miss sumaiyah and nadzirah most . oh ya , talking about nadzirah .. i havent seen her since im home after meeting him .. im going to miss the irritating yet loving her .. hahs . and sumaiyah , she came to find for me just to talk to me as she cant send me off later .. and she even ironed for me my clothes .. why is she doing that when im going away ? it will just make me cry more , missing her . haha .. okay , i guess that's all i have to update .. as summary , i will miss everyone !

never mind , Syaidah .. its ONLY 4 DAYS ..
only 4 days .. and i'll be back .. hahs .

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