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Thursday, March 11, 2010

im so lonely without you.. but so far, i am able to keep to my promise dear. i tried my best not to cry. but only these few days, after you called, i just feel like breaking down.. i feel that suddenly there's a huge lump of the feeling of missing you.. a huge lump of loneliness in my heart.. when you first went there, its enough to make me cry non stop. but as i promised you, i try to control my tears.. i know my nightmare is going to come true the moment the time strikes 9am. i knew... and it did happened. but it okay larh, coz i already know that its going to happen.. the feeling of disappointed is still acceptable.. i have expect it to happen.. and after that, went to eat with yana.. thanks yana.. and then headed to work.. was early for work.. but its okay.. so i walked to work slowly.. and im still early.. then when i reached work, i fell asleep. and when i wake up, i just feel so freaking lonely.. and i just feel like crying and when im trying to hold my tears, i feel like anytime i can become crazy. the feeling of loneliness and emptiness could not be describe.. i have never felt that way.. haish. and now, i really need him.. now have a little problem at work, i already feel like breaking down and i really need to talk.. and im wondering how can i cope with everything without him? i need him.. but i dont want to bother him so much.. whatever it is.. i know he's always there.. (: thanks dear.. i miss you, Nana!

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